When its all said and done
That is my new song and slogan 
. Life has away of throwing the worst at you when your really giving it your best, and that pains more. When your trying to change your ways and no one seems to be giving you a chance. When your in need of a friend and that is the time they all seem to be doing a runner. When all the bills come and your account seems to be having holes and you cannot be able to pay the bills. When everyone seems to be having an easy time, and things are working for them. Yes that is life.
But I have come to learn, the hard way I must say, the best thing is to want the Lord. Lean on him. Tell him how you honestly feel. If you have done your part, you have apologised, you have gone the extra mile to make things right, you have put in all the extra hours at work, you have prayed, you have smiled even when honestly there is nothing to smile again, want the Lord. And let everything go!
Yes it is hard, very hard actually, but everytime you seem to be falling back, remind your self even if everything was ok he is Lord and he is the one who actually made it to be ok.
So to my Steven, all has been said and done I am letting it go. If it will all come back well and good if not I tried!!
